あなたが唯一の例外です。

Tuesday, May 3, 2011 9:16 AM

Well, I guess I can just feel us drifting apart.

Dramas to watch after As

Tuesday, January 18, 2011 6:12 AM

Korean

So pretty!

Tuesday, October 5, 2010 6:52 AM

So! Tomorrow is the last day of my Promos. I guess this blog is now really more than dead. Hee. Well, since tomorrow is the last day, I went on Gmarket to look for pretty stuff and i found this! Just a quick post~ :)
Once again, its one of those shoes where the straps wrap around the ankle. I guess i am just obsessed. Well, Good luck to me! :/

Labels: Lust

時計じかけのアンブレラ　-　嵐

Friday, August 6, 2010 7:28 AM

不思議なことばかり 何信じればいいの
もし迷うなら　俺のそばにいて

初めて見る風景　君の胸生まれる
疑うよりも歩き出してみて 　（過去　未来... 今）

Ah Ah, Lady Come on baby
心に差したアンブレラで
敲く fly me do you wanna with me
ここでゼロから

時計じかけの　ラブソング好きさ
ロマンチックな針が交わる瞬間
抱き寄せて
君が居ればいい　何も要らない
二人で歩く長いこの回り道に
夢がある

My love go on & on
Your love go on & on


胸に火燃ゆる導火線　
いっそこのままどう成れ
もう俺もここまで　
我慢知らぬ大人で (あ,もうだめ）
夢はどこかで
いつか奏でていた音を変える　
この旅路どこまで
迷わぬよう二人の帆を立てる

まだだめ　まだだめ　朝まで暖め
明日の種まけ　裸で暖め

ずっともっと遠回り
街は辺り変わり
響くあまい話り
生まれくる愛のさなぎ

真実は何　誰も知らない
確かなことは　君はゼロから

嘘でいいから傷付くだけで真実
心の奥そっとしまうから

雨が二人も濡らし続けても
大切なのは君がいるで

その二人たくさん咲いた未来の花を温めて
優しい傘そっと差して行こう

時計じかけの　ラブソング好きさ
電気ショックに痺れたキスの瞬間
止めないで
君が居ればいい　何も要らない
二人で歩く長いこの回り道に
夢がある
愛の嵐で　離したくない
二人描いたこの希望の落書きを　
地図にして

My love go on & on
Your love go on & on

I too, want to swim with wild dolphins

Monday, July 19, 2010 7:46 AM

Just finished watching Aiba's part of 24hr Television, a programme in which stars host this show for 24hrs, reaching out to the public to raise awareness for people who are not as fortunate in terms of disabilities. Aiba's part was to help this disabled boy fulfill his childhood dream of swimming with dolphins in the wild. I was really touching, with Aiba helping the boy with many difficulties such as the boy's fear of swimming face down and swimming in the ocean. Previously, the boy had only tried swimming backstroke in a swimming pool, which was already a great feat for him, seeing his legs were part of his disabilities. What i noticed was really how the boy looked really happy when he saw the dolphins and he even exclaimed that he was the dolphin's eyes! This coupled with the blue ocean and smooth-and-cute looking dolphins, made me feel really happy. You see, it is sometimes helping others that you realise the joys in life. We might not know that we are very lucky to have something others don't. But it is through seeing how others are content with what they have and are easily satisfied with the little things more they get that we feel we are really lucky.

Take me for example. If i had known I had muscular disease like the boy that would affect my limbs, would I still be as happy as i am now? Maybe not.

Therefore, just watching the boy on tv having his wish fulfilled, I feel fortunate with what I have, just like how the boy lives a happy life despite his disabilities.

HENCE! I TOO WANT TO SWIM WITH THE DOLPHINS!
(ok random much)

KBYE!

(You say karma will nip us in the butt, but have you ever considered why people are treating you this way?)

Labels: Ramblings

Thank you for the good times

Saturday, July 17, 2010 7:14 AM

I finally understand why others use blogs. I would too, but it won't be right here for you to read. I've got so many things i want to say. But just, not here.

Though you have already accepted my apology,

I guess we will never be the same again.

I always thought i knew who you were, I thought i understood you. Maybe it was just superficially. Sometimes i question whether what i did was really what you might have liked. Durian ice blended,the flea market, 2AM, Yigloo, dragging you around with me when shopping. Maybe you just didn't say that you disliked it. (Maybe you just forced it down all the same. Seeing by how you wanted to throw it away unfinished) Sometimes i wonder if what you are saying is really what you really think. Or were you just saying it to make or keep me happy.

I keep replaying yesterday's scene over and over in my mind. It is like I don't understand why you walked off. I don't understand where I did wrong. When all i did was to point out what i saw and not drag us all there. I didn't even intend to do that. Not after how you reacted the first time. If you really don't like it, just tell it to me straight in the face that you don't. Tell me straight what the boundaries are. At least I won't feel as lost as I am now. Maybe I will understand it someday. Maybe I don't even know who the real you is.

Maybe to you I am just like a clown. For you to laugh at. For your own amusement. Since I am always fooling around and being happy. I mean, I am such a joke, right? This stupid little girl going crazy all the time, spouting rubbish. She sure is funny! Maybe i should hang around her to get more laughs. But I am not always like that. Especially now. It is exactly at such a time like this that I feel all this is such an act. Just an act to make people around me like me. But I really want to be happy. Day in Day out. Thank you for being the cause of me feeling this sad in years. Really. I don't even register feeling this way before. It like i fell into my own little state of depression, just not that bad.

I don't feel like laughing anymore. I don't feel like singing and dancing. I don't listen to the same favourite songs. The day doesn't even feel bright and all i feel like doing is sleeping and at least get the day over and done with. It is like a dream. A nightmare i desperately want to wake up from. I am sorry but i can't help but feel this way. After all, i really treated you like I would treat any of my best friends I treasured. I really loved you as my friend.

And no, I am not crying. I've just got sand in my eyes.

(Thank you dear Jacintha for anticipating my need for this at a time like this. I love you)
Thank you. While it lasted anyway. I really enjoyed myself.

(reading Charissa' LJ made me smile. Thank you. I realised how long i haven't updated.)

Starving - Day 4

Thursday, April 22, 2010 6:29 AM

Doesn't our Froyo look good?! HAHA WE MASTERED THE ART OF SPAMMING TOPPING! MUAHAHA WE GOT OUR MONIES WORTH!
HAHAHA I ABSOLUTELY LOVE YIGLOO!!! Below are pictures of us (actually mainly me) eating our FROYO! (minus us). Halfway, I remembered the oreo in my bag and decided to take them out to put on top of our froyo to eat. :)



HAHAHAHAHAHA! YAY!!! CHENGYI WINS!

Labels: Ramblings